mistaken job.

its a new day!
and it was a weird day.
haha. gt mistaken as a staff for 2 different places today.
first was surf and turf a restaurant and secondly vhive.
man was it weird. lols.

today is desmond's last day at TC hope he enjoys AMK.

today was in the car with my parents and sometimes i wonder if they're on the right path of christianity.
why i wonder?
cause they're always critisizing people. especially my stepmom.
why cant she sometimes accept people for who they are.
people arent perfect. they make mistakes. they have habits.
and i wonder when will she ever trust me.
i know not telling them i bought my own insurance is wrong but sometimes u can give me that lil bit of support right. Dont i have my own right to make decisions too?
So what if i made a boo boo. at least i learn from it right.
anyways. i'm done tinking about that. it was actually yesterdays stuff. but didnt feel like blogging about it..

i feel like a "sunday" christian.. cause im like being a hypocrite nw. doing what my mom does to people.
I think almost everyone is hypocritical. but its not my right to judge God's children.

first week of sch have been great and im getting the feeling to actually really study.
i cant lose out to my classmates.. Though i may not get high GPA scores like them. hard work is all i need. cause at least i know i did my best.

argh. my aczema is back.
stupid stress.
why do i always worry myself about problems which arent mine.
im like adding extra stuff to my own routine everyday.
is going all out to help people wrong?. nvm. maybe its just my nature to want to help others.
but sometimes i dont know what holds me back.
Evan Almighty's moral is still in my head.
To change the world. Every Act of Random Kindness will do.
thats why it was called Noah's ARK. the ARK which stood for Act of Random Kindness.
it did make sense. but too bad it was Man created. haha.

Facts about me?

hellos.
just thought of something to blog about suddenly.
since only certain people have the link to my blog. for eg. my cell.

i'll just explain about my family's past since most of you people still dont know much about me at all.

firstly. i was born in HK 11/11/89
grew up in SG
Parents Divorced and remarried. Both.
Got an Elder sister which some of my classmates are crazy about now.
Got a little bro. dunno whether to consider as step bro or wat cause my its my birthmom's and new husbands son.
Followed my dad. who remarried and now living with my stepmom and dad.
stepmom loves to nag and scream and scold me for various stupid reasons.
had a troubled childhood but i managed to get through alone with help from only God.
Used to attend Faith Family Church. and now PLMC.

hmm thats about all i tink?
well if theres anything just comment. i'll reply. haha.




zach.

Journey To The Past

Here's lyrics from the song Journey to the Past from the movie Anastasia.

Heart, don't fail me now!
Courage, don't desert me!
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear!
Or how a road can seem so long
How the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Fin'lly home where I belong
Well, starting here, my life begins
Starting now, I'm learning fast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past

Heart don't fail me now!
Courage don't desert me!
Home, Love, Family
There was once a time
I must have had them too
Home, Love, Family
I will never be complete
Until I find you...

One step at a time,
One hope, then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
On to find my future,
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign!
Let this road be mine!
Let it lead me to my past
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
To bring me home...
At last!
At last!
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
yea...

oh man.

hey peeps. its like 2.45am and im blogging.
something must be up.
issit cause my tummy's rumbling? guess not.
issit cause im waiting to bathe in a while? acceptable.
issit cause im going to question again? most probable.

anyways.
after months of no shortage. unfortunately the streak is over. had a shortage or $25.50 today.. there goes half the days pay.. but i dont really care. money aint the most impt thing in this world anyways.

ive been questioning myself these few days. and wondering. especially after cell.. whose accounting to me? who can i fall back on? who will be there when i need help? who is the person i can almost always rely on and they in turn on me.

Sadly enough but true. i've gt no one.
well.. it does bother me a bit.. but life still goes on.
sometimes i too wonder why do people sometimes care so much about certain stuff when it could be easily let go off.
i know i've been like them once and it really made me tink. 3 whole years. and i really Thank God for the 3 suffering years. Through the years i've kept my faith and i believe its whats keeping me who i m today. just plain ordinary but extraordinary faith.

i hope the person who has my faith kid shirt still remembers what it symbolizes to me.

i have a few years left here.. and i really wonder what am i to do.. im still waiting for my answer.
i feel so ignorant at times. with ITP and FYP and lotsa projects coming up this sem. esp report writings.. i feel drained already thinking about it.

i've led an aimless life and only following that inside voice to do what i do.
actually.. i tink i've gt an aim. to only serve God.



if you're reading what i've been typin all these while.
these are just random thoughts that im thinking. =D


now for more thoughts.

And thanks Raina for the pass few days.
Hope Jappy's enjoying his time in Turkey.
Darn my aczema or however u spell it is coming back.
Is all this thinking what the doc called as stress?
I dont feel stress. I just feel.. unclear? nah.. hmm.. emo? nopes.. lonely? maybe..
will i ever feel stress? am i too resilient?




anyways. time to go bathe.
IF you read through here and the next few lines left. Thanks for spending time reading up =)


Have a Good Night people.
God Bless.
Zach. aka Mark. aka Whatever you know me as.

Hello Everybody!

Hey alls.

looks like im back to blogging cause of SOMEONE =D
that SOMEONE better feel honoured ar.
haha.

zachzachZACH! =)